Boo!
Lets deal with this head on. My time with YFC is over and I am currently seeking other employment. Boom!
I’m taking some time to think and pray about the next step, but I’ve noticed that in this time when I’m trying to listen to what God wants me to do He seems to be keeping a bit quiet.
Funnily enough, I found an old video that I made for a project when I had only just started at YFC about this very problem. The video feature a great guy called Dom getting up and getting ready for work. As he goes through the normal mundane morning routine the viewer can see lots of messages warning him about a Gorilla. Dom himself seems to either ignore these messages or just doesn’t seem to notice them.
The truth is that God will be speaking to me, but I can’t hear for listening.
I was once in a prayer meeting where a very enthusiastic leader was praying for God to give them a clear message. We al sat in silence and I gazed around the room at all these blank faces who were clearly not getting any messages. Just then, in the space of about a minute, 4 mobile phones either rang or bleeped out a message tone. These noises were ignored, and the phones owners looked suitably embarrassed. This was the first time the thought of ‘can’t hear for listening’ came into my mind. We expect a message from God to come in a way that we would understand, but that won’t always happen.
For my part I’ve decided to stop thinking ‘is God speaking to me’ and instead I’ve just accepted that God will always be speaking to me, I’ve just got to figure out what he is saying.
Cheer!
New challenges, new opportunities, new direction!